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Turning Point

Sun Mar 1, 2009, 2:03 PM
I'm at a turning point.

I want a fresh start.

I want renewed energy and every time i open this page I think of all the days that I simply failed at keeping it updated.

I want a new fresh start.

I don't want to delete this page.

And part of me doesn't even want to make a new one, for I'm afraid this one will simply fade into non existence.

i want a major re haul to occur.


Everything.

Because that is m life.

A fresh start.

So -- that's what I'm going to do.

Get rid of all the current information (save my old photos).

And re do.

Hello -- from the me of now.

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This bit of writing cannot contain the full being I like to call myself. So I’ll give you a small chunk of who I am, a hint of the greater picture. Take this chunk and do whatever you would like to with it; view my art and talk and learn more, hate it, criticize it, take it and do nothing with it … it is entirely your choice. I am a rubix cube. The more you try to figure me out, the more sides of me you’ll find. Different combination's of the self I am will emerge as you work at understanding -- and complete understanding is almost impossible for some. There is more to me then first observed. Though I am not under the notion that I am alone in this. Anyone perceived to be simple just hasn’t been asked enough questions. I’m a Christian. I can ask you to not judge me, but you will … and to be honest that’s fine with me. Judge me, question me, watch me, insult me … that does not change my view and only allows for more opportunities to share my beliefs. I don’t agree with having separate denominations and I feel that a lot of church has become tradition and moved away from the straight facts that the bible laid down for us. People often ask if I’m religious. No. I am not religious. Religious implies MAN made rules and customs and traditions and being part of an “organization”. I have a relationship with God. I follow his word, not mans. Often times people think that believing in God is a crutch or that I only believe because “my life must be perfect”. First of all loving a God who loves me is not a crutch it’s a hard, long path like any relationship. Second, my life is not perfect. I’m not one to complain, and I have a horrible time staying upset or sad for long periods of time. Life’s too short to not let things go and forgive and love. I care and love beyond all logic whether you are my friend or my enemy. Unfortunately my forgiving nature can be abused and is abused and it is all too often assumed that I live a stress free perfect life. I have been through hell and back. I know and am aware that my problems are smaller then some and larger then others. There will always be someone who has suffered greater loss and someone who has yet to understand suffering. I do not feel that I am “unique” or “special” in what I’ve gone through nor do I ask for sympathy. What I ask is that it not be assumed that I don’t understand pain, loss, rejection, fear, death, fear of self, insomnia … ect. I would like to think I’m crazy, bizarre and somewhat random but I’m probably not when you put in to consideration the rest of the world. But I do dance a little to my own beat. I have changed myself for someone once before and it almost destroyed me – it will not happen again. I’ll try almost anything that does not go against my morals and have a ridiculous amount of hobbies and interests. I’m an artist at heart; painting is my truest form of communication and I find beauty in the strangest places. I have a sense of humor that many people don’t understand so I often laugh for what seems to be no reason. I dance constantly. I’m addicted to music. I love to sing, even if I suck at it. And I can kick your butt! Lol…. But “shhh”… it’s a secret. And I probably love you.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Toronto, Canada
  • Interests: PHOTOGRAPHY, painting, horsebackriding, wakboarding, downhill skiing, guitar, sewing
  • Favourite movie: ummm, so the 'Interest' catagory was too short.....knitting, reading, running, biking, mar
  • Favourite band or musician: Too wide a range to choose.
  • Favourite artist: God.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything with my man in it.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Super Grover

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Comments


:iconpattymck:
=PattyMcK Mar 4, 2009, 7:22:35 PM
Thank you for the watch.:)

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I try. Ich liebe dich.
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:iconeternalpartinggift:
~eternalpartinggift Mar 4, 2009, 7:43:22 PM
Your very welcome.

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Jay -- No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.
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~NaturesRevolution Mar 1, 2009, 3:22:48 PM
Hey there my beautiful woman. I love you. <--- little random fact. I love your heart. and your mind. and your art. I love how the entirety of your mind ... is art. I love you babe. f. and a.

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Paz y Amor.
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~eternalpartinggift Mar 1, 2009, 3:42:47 PM
hmm, I think I really like having you here in the realm of deviant art. I love you too! very much. I love how you love my heart and mind, and I love yours. We love, and love completely and it's made my life a joyous place again. xo for ever and always my love.

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Jay -- No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.
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~NaturesRevolution Mar 1, 2009, 10:53:21 PM
:) I like being here lol ... it is a pretty sweet place. (The express ... just incase you lost it ;) ) I love how our love is a complete reflection :) I love you Jaleesa Rae. I truly love you. forever and always.

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Paz y Amor.
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=procrastinations Feb 5, 2009, 2:25:41 PM
:wave: Hello random deviant. :heart:

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Megan B.
Amateur Photographer, Professional Dreamer.
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~eternalpartinggift Mar 1, 2009, 1:44:15 PM
Hello! Thanks for the random love :)

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Jay -- No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.
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